now it is still family frenz n my studies. nth else i hope. im happy with my life. even if im not, i'll always try to be happy. =D you should be like me too!

anyway today went to watch spongebob squarepants with raymond, we couldn't find anyone to watch it with so we went alone haha and guess what, the whole theatre was filled with kids! children! omg. so paiseh. somemore we two sit right in front. the movie was great though! so hilarious i laugh damn loud haha make raymond damn paiseh. and those children behind me keep pushing my chair type. so irritatin haha. anyway my shit's coming out liao. byebye.

Janice

chalet :: 2005-03-13 : 10:04 p.m.

SO BLOODY TIRED! came back from chalet makan then sleep until 7 plus haha. didn't sleep much during e chalet. the first night all thx to kel. his radio neva off one. but it was DAMN FUN though. i love the beach!! me and huimian they all go up the rocks there. soo relaxing and peaceful. esp at night. lie down look at e stars hehe. listen to winnie's handphone music player thing. got one time in the late afternoon go there with huimian. she's damn fun to talk to lah! we have some things in common so it's really nice to talk to her. hehehehe. next time free call her disturb disturb. ok now back to the chalet. brought my cam but did not take a single picture. wth. lol. too busy enjoying myself liao. oh ya first night we went to beach. then suddenly left me n keith. then we go the sand there sit n chit chat lor. seriously la only chit chat. coz when i came back all talk a lot of crap type. so make this clear in my diary. anyway second day evening got bbq. the food is DELICIOUS man. much better than our previous class chalet one. lol. that one was like trash lah. we dunno how to cook type. this time got grace parents to help us hehehe. her second sis chio typez. her mum is just like her damn funny type. her dad quiet quiet de. after e bbq went to the beack with hm they all i think. then go play bumber car. hmm is that how u spell it? whatever lah. then sit this spinning thing make me damn giddy wanna vomit liao. after that some of e gals go sit againz with mf gt n zy haha. they funny type the expression while sitting that ride hahaha. then went back to chalet i bth liao damn tired go upstairs rest a while. after that they all go downstairs play game and drink. i totally no interest so stayed upstairs. watch eric kahwai play winning eleven then played one game with kahwai. haha they damn retarded but funny lah. what china vs china. then keep tackling kana yellow or red card. the goalkeeper change to striker hahaha. funny la they all. after that all the downstairs people start coming in. then all start to sleep. i cant sleep type then suddenly feel like cycling then go downstairs. waited for munfong they all to come back which took like ten years. wait until wanna sleep liao. when they came back i go sleep on the bike. wahkao. damn pain lah. haha. so change my mind dun want cycle liao. go the place where waien used to sleep there rest. then bu zhi bu jue doze off. morning wake up i see munfong's leg hair all facing me. ahahaha. er xin. gaun teck hardcore. dunno how he managed to sleep on the place where we placed all e food there. somemore wake up still same position hahaha. third day nth liao la. all wash up pack up n go home. feeling sooo damn sleepy. okie is that all? too many stuff liao. eyes cannot open liao lah go sleep. bb. update some other time. night night.

Janice

why :: 2005-03-09 : 10:17 p.m.

im so sick of going to work. go for the sake of the money only haha. im so money face. $_$ taking leave on friday, wanna sleep longer then got energy for chalet hehehe. cant wait. hope it's even more fun than last year's one. can't rmb much abt last year's one. i only know we went to escape and played truth or dare. haha kelvin they all always come up with disgusting dares. i shan elaborate further. hehe.

im sorry dude. things just don't feel right so i guess i've to let go.

boy. we are getting more and more further apart. i dunno why. i dun enjoy talking to you anymore. why. haix.

Janice

lalala :: 2005-03-06 : 9:08 p.m.

okie i've decided. first choice acjc. second choice sajc. third choice jjc. gonna submit the application soon. always heavy trafic one. and stop asking me why i choose acjc over sajc. really hope can get in acjc. i miss jjc very much. last night dreamt of my classmates there lol. quite a few from jintai also going there. actually wherever you go is the same la. as long as you work hard can liao. next fri to sun got chalet. weee! cant wait. hope everyone turns up. ok nth else. have fun.

Janice

unbelievable :: 2005-03-02 : 4:39 p.m.

yay!. can finally update. nowadays very busy. today neva go work. lazy hehe. anyway. my results are unexpectedly good. haha. i was hoping for a 12 then at least i know i've improved and i can happily go to poly and take optometry. cause my eng n humans always CANNOT MAKE IT. i have no idea why my humans can get a1. english, i understand. cause the bloody compo i got do b4 one. but my humans. oh well. i'm still wondering whether they marked wrongly or what. ahh! everything seems so unbelievable. im glad that i got A1 for my 2 maths n 2 sciences(not bio lah!). if i dun see an a1 for any of these four i'll be so pek chek. haha sounds like peck joon. maryse's fav teacher. anyway im very happy for those who achieve what they wanna get. and to those who are rather upset, cheer up! i'm not very good in comforting people. haix. i only know how to say cheer up! don't worry! haix. so useless. i know how they are feeling, but i dunno how to make them feel better. oh well.

i haven registered for the schools yet. i scared i cannot make it in jc. walao! b4 the results i already set wanna go poly le. spoiler lah. there are 12 choices to fill in. so far i only got two in my mind. sa and ac. my parents want me to go ac since it's so bloody near to my house. but i wanna go sa. i've got some frenz there and i ever visited the school. quite enjoyable hehe. the only problem is they're gonna move to potong pasir next year. so maybe i'll move to a relative's house to stay or maybe live in maryse's toilet lol. but that is next year lah. next year then say lah. theng loon ask me to join him in ite lol. ok nth much to say liao. byebye.
all the best in whatever you do my dear frenz.

Janice

first day at work :: 2005-02-25 : 10:38 p.m.

first day at work! hmm. quite sian lah but it's not so tiring after all. the people were quite friendly. ahahha. quite. got winnie to peh me so not so boredz. lunch break we went to sumoya to eat. saw ginny. audrey's year one. look the same siah. just that the hair rebonded.

chatting with jessica now. she's in aussie already! and timothy is there too! hahaha. updated her with the latest news and some kind of shocked her haha. miss her lots. one of the very few who understands my bloody lame jokes. hehe. anyway i'll stop here. im so damn tired. tml maybe going out but i cant contact grace! dunno where the hell is she.

Janice


which course?! :: 2005-02-24 : 12:02 p.m.

my principal allowed us not to go school! wooohoooo. im free.

today thought can sleep until damn late type then my mum call me wake up follow her go eat breakfast then buy the ingredients to make curry chicken. yum yum. lunch n dinner's gonna be great!

still dunno which course to choose. i want to go to e banking one but yesterday my cousin said very boring one! very wordy! if you dun like to read you better not take. haha. im the type who doesn't like to read la. hmm maybe sometimes. then he said like a lot of thoery crap thingy. after listening to his "advice" i think i better think twice. so far i've listed down the courses that im interested in. optometry, chem engineering, business admin n banking n finance. im gonna put optometry as my first choice, just try my luck la, it's tough to get in. then what to put as my second? hmm. i still dunno! cause if i neva kana optometry, it's highly possible that i'll kana the 2nd choice. aiya, later i slowly go think. talking to raymond now, he's talking nonsense once again. but his lame jokes r somehow quite funny la. brighten up my day lol. alright. nth much. bb.

Janice

.... :: 2005-02-22 : 9:39 p.m.

miss out a hell lot of things
can't turn back time
what can i do
to get back what used to be mine

Janice

why poly? :: 2005-02-21 : 6:37 p.m.

another boring day at school...

some of my frenz say that it'll be a waste if i go to poly. well. it's not that jc's not good. jc's better, easier to get into a local uni and of coz more face. haha. but i feel that you have to be hardworking and of cause quite smart la. you should know that the students there are different from sec sch. most of them are smart. duh if not how to come to jc. and the teachers tend to go quite fast. sometimes i struggle like siao already then some of my classmates will say no what the teacher go very slow leh. what the. haha. and of coz the killer which is GP. i think your english has to be good. and not only that, your general knowledge also must be good, well newspaper i only read life section and sports leh how? n my english sucks all the way, you can tell from the way i speak. even if i get a good grade for english in o levels. i will feel that it is super bloody tyco. so qiao the compo title i do b4 type. i sometimes feel that it is so unfair to people who studied much harder than me. a levels i doubt will be so qiao. jc is so different from sec sch. it's like a big jump. at least sec sch, exams nearing then i start to study. however, jc is like almost everyday must study lor, so much hw. i can't take it. and im not very used to the environment there seriously speaking. im not willing to give so much effort into studying. i just want to do something i like. what's the use of studying all these maths, physics, chem, like as if you next time work will use all liddat. i just want to faster get a diploma then if no money i go work, take care of my family. if got money, i go study uni lor. most of my frenz r going poly or already in poly anyway. n my cousins too. it doesn't look so bad after all. and i think i wanna get into e banking n financial services course at sp. if cannot then try the ngee ann one lor. my parents are very supportive anyway. my father say just do what you think is best for you. my mum haha this type of thing she dun care la. she will just say aiya you next time marry rich husband can liao la. haha kk she's calling. gtg. seeya.

Janice

which poly? :: 2005-02-20 : 6:29 p.m.

yesterday was damn tiring. my sch had a funfair. i lazy to do morning shift so came in the afternoon. haha i din expect to see so many people. quite crowded la. saw some jintains like sherman, jasmine, winnie, maryse, gt, 3 Ks n even ERIC. hahaha. well quite fun la. then gt they all were asking me where i wanna go. i said poly and they were like WHAT?! haha. then gt say wasted leh. hmm im not very sure but it's 80 percent im going to poly. jc's too stress for me. i cant take stress. maybe only for a period. but stress everyday? no way! off my way to poly. dunno whether wanna go ngee ann or sp. ngee ann business course better but sp is nearer to my house! so how. aiyaya. have to think carefully. i dun want to regret after making my decision. haix. i totally waste my time in sec sch man. all the long i wanna go jc so when exam comes i study real hard. and now in the end i feel like going to poly. what's the point of studying so hard janice. and i beause of working hard just to go to a jc, i miss out a lot of things. well. dun wanna say them out here la. private =P. okie my uncles's treating us to dinner. yay! food once again. im sooo hungry.

Janice

...zzz... :: 2005-02-12 : 4:14 p.m.

pon school on friday, can't be bothered to wake up so early. the day before i reached home at about 11 plus, came back from auntie val's house, borrowed e JAY CHOU CONCERT DVD from my cousin. WOOOHOOO. watched it until about 12 plus. after that help my mum do some stuff until about 1 plus liao. liddat how to wake up at 6. oh well. dun care lah. hopefully mr sia will accept e letter haha. luckily friday they did not do much. only gp. so at least im not so far behind la.

i juz realized that i have lots of homework undone. by today i must try to complete e f maths mr sia one and e chem assignements. haha i always say that but in the end also never complete one. sian. why am i so lazy. im enjoying chinese new year like mad. almost everyday gamble like siao. later going to auntie daisy's house im gonna eat all their money man. muahaha. ok nth much. bb.

Janice

chinese new year :: 2005-02-09 : 10:16 p.m.

happy chinese new year everyone! wish everyone shen ti jian kang, wan shi ru yi. lol i only know how to say these two. and hope all those waiting for results one pass e exams with flying colours! hope i can get enough to stay in jjc and take e same combi. hmm i not sure still wanna take f maths or not. see how lah.

today went to my grandparents house. many people already there liao. then shake hands take ang pao. hehe =D and as usual my grandma nag nag nag non stop. then everyone sat together and ate lunch. eat full full then go gamble the whole afternoon. i think i got lose a bit money. sianz. thought can like win a bit then go buy something haha. tml going to my auntie's house. then hopefully can recover my losses hehe. ahhh. very tired le. once again happy chiense new year gong xi fa cai. i wanna sleep le. bb. night night.

still curious :: 2005-02-02 : 9:57 p.m.

heard from some of my friends that e results will be out on 25th feb. hope it's true lor. really very eager to know my results even though deep inside, i'm scared. im afraid that i can't get enough to stay in jj. jj life is fun. i really wanna stay. some of my seniors say o level sure get better than prelims. well, hopefully it is true.

i'm wondering whether *something* is a blessing in disguise. hmm. still curious.

Janice

blackout! :: 2005-01-31 : 9:52 p.m.

my house juz had a blackout. scare me siah. typing typing halfway then suddenly pitch dark. lucky i wasnt talking to anyone special hahaha.

feeling very bored now. quite sad also. dunno why. haha. anyway to all the sad people out there, please cheer up lah assholes. haha i sound so comforting. i have friends who are like always so upset because of those love love thing. like the guy they like dun like them or some other type of situation. well, who cares la, you got your friends, you got your family, and u got me! haha at least there are people who care about you. hehe. so enjoy your life la instead of making your life miserable. =D ok i'll stop crapping.

okie now update about today. school's alright. some of my class guys offended my chem teacher i think. then she complain to my civics tutor who is none other than mr sia cc. haha. he's damn funny man. his lessons are always so enjoyable. well the chem teacher sensitive lah dun really like her. cant wait for next week. chinese new year! wooohooo. gong xi fa cai hong bai na lai. lol lameeee la. chinese new year's one of the best festivals for me. got ang pao. can gamble like siao. ba gua! haha many things la. oh ya and after chinese new year, there is valentine's day! then after that is love fiesta. haha valentine's day is not a day for me la. ok that's all i have to say, go sms people liao. byebye.

Janice

love fiesta :: 2005-01-28 : 5:01 p.m.

phew! juz came back from clementi. met my bro to go and buy a bday cake for my mum. hehe. she now going out liao so tonight then celebrate lorhz.

today school finish damn early. 12.30. actually wanna go home liao but zhaokai say wanna go back jintai then me and grace follow a while lor. they say tml evening wanna go sing k box but i dun feel like going siah haha. see tml how first lah. school's getting better. as in more fun lah. not less stress lah. my class people a bit mad one. haha. but in a good way not bad. and our civics tutor mr sia is so funny. qi you ci li. follow? haha. always make us laugh our asses off. oh ya and the wenlong those so irritating keep making fun of me n a guy in my class. just because i during maths lecture i dun understand then ask him some questions. like nonsense lah. oh ya my class gonna do the hair spray thing during e love fiesta. it's actually a name of a funfair lah. and e funfair is run by my school. i think we competing with sajc ah. their funfair also same day i think. hmm. i think more ppl will go e sajc one lah but nvm i will FORCE my frenz to go e jjc one. haha. give me support lah oki? alright i go catch e roddick n hewitt match. federer lost to safin! woohoo. but nalbandian lost. =( tatas.

janice

05S26 :: 2005-01-17 : 10:33 p.m.

today not so sian though. haha. my class like quite fun. got a few jokers n lamers around. and my class only got 8 girls. wth. out of like 22 pupils. there are 2 ppl who are asean scholars. from cambodia one. very friendly ppl. (= the guy's very funny haha. when i hear him talk i wanna laugh. liting this cutie from my OG always laugh until damn loud. haha. then make us laugh along also. n whenever she says about e derek eating thing. haha. i cannot control liao. never complete my tutorials but the teachers dun seem to give a damn about it haha. my civics tutor not bad. unlike other teachers tell jokes cannot make it haha. hope to have more fun tml.

listening to e kelly clarkson song - since u been gone. quite nice la. can't say much. mum's calling. bb.

singapore won! :: 2005-01-16 : 10:24 p.m.

yeahhh! singapore won e tiger cup 2004/2005. shiok shiok. it feels good man.

went to holland v for dinner. the food is good man and e price is reasonable. better than my house downstairs. the food simply sux. there is this family sitting next to us. my mum keep telling me that the son very shuai. lol. while eating we are all watching e singapore match so quite lively lah. all the ah peh keep cursing when almost goal. haha. when half-time then we went home to catch e second half. oh ya arsenal lost to bolton. wth. now very hard for them to catch up with chelsea. guess chelsea's gonna win e epl this season. awwww.

haven finished my tutorial worksheets. got some chemistry questions some parts i dunno. physics n f maths i totally haven touch yet. dun feel like doing lah. so tired. wanna sleep. night night.

Janice

arghhhh :: 2005-01-15 : 2:33 p.m.

today very sian. actually tonight going sing k with gt ben zk n grace but in the end me n grace not going la. haha sorry la pang seh u all. =) my parents not at home so my bro alone at home la. so i peh him lorh. besides, im sick la. no voice to sing la. maybe some other day.

next week tutorial gonna start. school end about 4. sian. so late. wapiang. a lot of hw. f maths damn diffcult. think i might drop it after e first 3 mths. see first lor. dunno what cca to join. entrepreneurial club sounds interesting. monday go check out more abt it lor. sports like very tiring. then those dance choir or whatever got syf so shud be quite busy bah. wanna join something quite relaxing and fun lah. luckily ccas not on saturdays anymore if not grrrrr! im gonna kill the moe.

okie very hungry. go down eat first. bb.

Janice

OG 28 rox! :: 2005-01-13 : 10:22 p.m.

today is another boring day! siansation. know our classes liao. me and grace seperated! ahhh. luckily my class got people from my OG. hmm. now must make friends again. argh. im too lazy to make new frenz haha. e people in my OG are very nice lah. OG 28 rox!! juz now chatted with them. one window dunno how many people. talk non-stop lol. we gonna have outing next sat. sian. then this sat do what? i feel like watchin phantom of the opera. zhaokai told me the story and it sounds like a very good show. juz now i watch the trailer quite scary siah lol. it's not meant to be a horror movie. can actually ask my bro to watch it with me. but i dun think he'll like this kind of shows. maybe meet the fockers bah? heard that it's damn hilarious.

tml cant go out with winnie n maryse cause got cca open house. sorry babes =). wanna check out which cca is the damn slack one. tml got 4 hours of lecture i think. ahhhhh!.

yesterday i was thinking whether i wanna go poly or jc. kind of confused. coz GP like damn difficult. but then i wanna go U so jc would be a better choice bah. haix. dunno lah see my o level results lor. cant wait to get man. it's getting late. sleep first. update soonz.

Janice

haix..sian.. :: 2005-01-09 : 12:09 p.m.

orientation camp was alright. love the mass dance hehe. the seniors damn enthu. got some good looking teachers also. haha. made some new frenz. but haix. lazy to make new friends leh. hope can get into e same class as grace. cant seem to adapt to the environment. most of the students are the guai guai one. unlike jintai. haix. i missss jintai..... miss our gang... maryse winnie n jessica.. now left me n grace nia... alamak.. oh ya that stupid toilet incident. fuckkkk.

Janice